I got the job at my college after setting up a payment plan for the debt I owed them... they weren't gonna hire me at first but i begged them to let me in this economy or i wont be paying them any time soon... So now i owe the school $200 of my paycheck every month... With that it will take me six months to go back to school and be in debt all over again. XD I'm a kennel tech btw... I work with animals all day! Yay!

Im also helping Daddy with a huge route on my days off with taking over for me when I have to work... She lives with me if you didn't gather that all ready.

I was invited to a drinking party next week, but I'm sure I'm not going... It's the last night of the route and I'm not a heavy drinker and i really don't like being around it because of my mother. I feel like everyone's gonna attack me for my faults(mom does that one alot) and hit me(she only did it once). i know my friends won't do that, but its a fear from years of it happening.

It's like my uneasiness for plain white walls or spaces. It's not gonna go away. Also only like Plumb sake, its sweet and doesn't burn... I like things that don't burn. XD

For the first time this weekend, I'm going to holloscream at busch gardens... I've always been too scared to go or no one invites me to be their arm grabber. I'm such a girl when it comes to horror or anything i percieve as scary.

For pete sakes I'm scared of lasgna(sp?)!!!!

So I'm gonna try to be brave and go...

Now on to the piggy flu... Whoopee! Its a flu! It's no deadlier or more difficult to catch as regular flu... In the years before this year, swine flu was responsible for about 1200 deaths... The regular flu was in the thousands for its deaths... Now which one should you be worried about? I'm just tired of the media going swine flu, swine flu, SWINE FLU!!!!!!!!

Like the regular flu shot, I refuse to get that nasal spray vaccine that sounds like momentus pain(I hate nose sprays with a passion. They burn like no tomorrow). If I die from a flu, then my gene pool is weak and I deserve it.

And btw new rookie coach of the buccanneers